Monday, April 27, 2009

Another celebrity with PCOS - Susan Boyle?

Have you seen Susan Boyle?

When I first saw the clip, two like many people, may eyes became watery.
I almost thought that the lyrics were written just for her. Something about how she sang the song made me feel that, especially when she sang the opening

I dreamed a dream in time gone by
When hope was high,
And life worth living
I dreamed that love would never die
I dreamed that God would be forgiving.
Then I was young and unafraid
When dreams were made and used....

As I looked at her clips more closely, and she sang......

I had a dream my life would be
So different from this hell I'm living
So different now from what it seems
Now life has killed
The dream I dreamed.

I thought she sang for herself and also for me... I have a picture of myself 10 years down the road. Susan Boyle, do you have PCOS?Have you been offered something for that hairiness?

"Hairy Angel" is a very unkind way of describing her. How many woman's life will end up to be totally different from what they dreamed life would be because of a PCOS?

Monday, March 23, 2009

Good bye, Goody

A young woman lost to cervical cancer. A mother of two, desperate to provide a better future for her young sons. 

Friday, March 13, 2009

Are things getting better?

I have not shaved, or applied any of those cream on the area near my upper lips for a few months.  Those hair on my legs and hands seems to grow more slowly too? Are things getting better, or am I getting oblivious to all these things? 

My menses was here last week. Really heavy. Very tired, but I was actually happy. Can you believe it? Happy that my menses were here despite the pain? I can remember how I used to wish that I will never have another menstruation when I was younger, and things were normal. How many girls out there wish their monthly sign of womanhood away?

The effect of hormone is really significant. During that week, I was hungry all the time. And then, I had no apetite at all. These few days, I am having a really strong craving for sugar and carbohydrate. Sigh. I am really worried about my weight not.