I feel like the proverbial "fat and lazy woman" with PCOS. I wanted to speak to my doctor about trying to conceive. I know my time is running out and I need help as soon as possible.
But alas! I have been delaying this for 3 weeks. I had a million excuses for not picking up the phone to make an appointment. This ranged from I did not feel too well, to being busy at work to the lamest of all - my doctor is probably busy dealing with that H1N1 virus aka swine flu.
Beneath all these excuses, I know the real reason is - because it is scary. It is equivalent to dragging yourself to the doctor with a white flag, a surrender. It means I am admitting I have failed and need help. Now that needs a bit of "pep" talk to myself.
But how did other women do it? DId they happily hopped or skipped over to their docs and declared "I am infertile. Help me!"???
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